Call me Zach. I am a person, and therefore complicated. I like being told I'm weird, and I admire and seek the influence of the people who strike me as weird, bizarre, or otherwise able to enrich my own set of oddities. In this and other ways I'm always trying to improve myself although I'm not entirely sure to what end. And so a tension develops between my desires. My carefree portion clashes with desire for order; My drive to be unique always fights my need to make connections, and while I wish to be on par with the best and take the stage, I also fear the stress and pressure of recognition. And so a Contrast exists between who I am and all the people I want to be. Dualities can be isolated though, and stability achieved through oscilation; I believe my polyamorous nature flows directly from this quality. I don't think I've ever been this close to stability and happiness before(: